So Topside - things trickle down. Chy. Work. RP. All that. However, I have run around and looked at the pay for various roles and I am in awe that a mixer can make more than a topsider in a week - yet topside is supposed to be more cushy.
Now provided this is Junior level stuff but here's what has me.
You chose to move topside. You immediately are hated and are a target. It's less busy. Less RP. Still has lots of room for fun but it is VERY different. However add to that the fact you don't make as much chy as people think and it's weird as hell. You can't afford new threads, toys - all that. You have to grind just as hard as if you were in the mix.
Has it always been that way?